Saturday, December 17, 2011

heading home

Today is my last day in Guatemala. I am a mix of emotions, excitement to see my family, sadness to leave new friends here. Now I face a new unknown of what to do when I get back. But I am trying not to think so much about that right now. For now, I am going to soak up my last hours with gratitude. 
My teacher this last week introduced me to a poem by Violeta Parra called "Gracias a La Vida" - a beautiful poem and song about gratitude to life for all the things it has given to her. The stanzas of the song keep playing in my head as I prepare to leave. Gratitude, gratitude... y gracias a Guatemala!

Gracias a la vida, que me ha dado tanto,
Me di dos luceros que cuando los abro
Perfecto distingo lo negro del blanco,
Y en alto cielo su fondo estrellado
Y en las multitudes al hombre que yo amo.

Gracias a la vida, que me ha dado tanto,
Me ha dado el cielo que en todo su ancho
Graba noche y día grillos y canarios,
Martillos, turbinas, ladridos, chubascos
y la voz tan tiene de mi bien amado.
Gracias a la vida, que me ha dado tanto,
Me ha dado el sonido y el abecedario
Con las palabras que pienso y declaro,
Madre, amigo, hermano y luz alumbrando
La vida del alma del que estoy amando.
Gracias a la vida, que me ha dado tanto,
Me ha dado la marcha de mis pis cansados,
Con ellos anduve ciudades y charcos,
Playa y desiertos, montanas y llanos
Y la casa tuya, tu calle y tu patio.

Gracias a la vida, que me ha dado tanto,
Me di el corazón que agita su mano
Cuando miro el fruto del cerebro humano,
Cando miro el bueno tan lejos del malo,
Cuando miro el fondo de tus ojos claros.

Gracias a la vida, que me ha dado tanto,
Me ha dado la risa y me ha dado el llanto,
Así yo distingo dicha de quebranto,
Los dos materiales que forman mi canto
Y el canto de todos que es mi propio canto.

Gracias a la vida, que me ha dado tanto.
Gracias a La Vida Song
Graduation Day! I have learned so much from this school and these people. 

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Tajumulco Aventura!

Guatemala has not been short of adventures! This last weekend the school took a group of us on a hiking trip up the tallest volcano in Central America, Volcan Tajumulco. It was by far one of the best experiences of my trip, and I would even say my life. The intensity of the hike was waayy understated to us when the trip was described but it was well worth the trek! We left before the sun came up Saturday morning, spent the day climbing, camped in tents at the base of the volcano, ate camp food, told stories, and scaled the volcano early Sunday morning in time to see the sun rise over the beautiful Guatemalan horizon. Truly wonderful. Here's some photos of the journey...
the crew, ready to go.
feeling good so far (hiking in high altitude is rough!) and loving the view.
lunch on el camino: bread from a local shop & guatemalan avocado... yummm
the volcano is the big mountain up to the left.
this was a beautiful open field in the middle of the mostly forested hike.
almost to our campsite, the clouds in the valley below were just unreal.
the beginning of the sunrise on top of the volcano, approximate time 5:30am.
it felt like we were watching the beginning of the world.
the clouds beneath us looked like a frothy ocean stretching out to an endless horizon.
welcome sun!
a serious feeling of accomplishment, gratitude for beauty, and extreme tiredness, loving it all. 
my feet by the end: ragged, blistered, and well used. a gift of an adventure.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Guatemala y Gracia

I've been in Guatemala for over a week now, woh, time flies. The days are full: Spanish one-on-one class from 8am till 1pm, usually an activity with the school in the afternoon, and dinner and homework at night. I'm absolutely LOVING it! Having traveled for the last couple months in countries where I did not at all speak the language, it is so comforting to go to a place where I can at least get by with the language. I'm living with a host mom, Doña Berta or Catalina (she goes by both, which I love). She is an 83 year old woman with this vibrant, rich, child-like spirit and just the right about of sass. She laughs constantly with these deep eyes that hold decades of stories behind them. She reminds me of my grandma who passed away several years ago, something in her smile I think. It has been so good to live, learn, and EAT with her - I am WELL fed here for sure. Oh, and she has a pet pigeon named Paloma. I would not say that Paloma and I are friends yet, but I have 2 more weeks there and I'm sure we will bond. Photos forthcoming of both... 


Last Thursday was Dia de Gracias (Thanksgiving) and it was the first Thanksgiving I have ever spent away from my family. It was strange but I felt oddly grown up away from home but still desperately missed being home with my family. Thankfully, my friends here Blake and Amy Nelson (who are AWESOME!) invited me to dinner at their house with some of their friends here in Xela. It was a simple, perfect night. Dinner, dessert, and speaking in Spang-lish. We listened to Christmas music and laughed. It was so good to be with friends that know me and feel a bit of home so far away from home.
Thanksgiving Day Dinner!
If you haven't read Anne Lamott, do it. For real. I love her raw honesty, no BS, tell-it-like-it-is style - she makes me want to do the same. I have been devouring Traveling Mercies like it's nobody's business, trying to slow down so I can read it for longer. One part in particular really captured me, speaking into something I have been experiencing these last couple weeks, giving me words I needed. It was in her chapter on grace. She begins by saying that she's learned more about grace in the last 2 weeks. I feel the same. I can't really put my finger on what it is exactly. All I know is that I feel God's presence in a different way here. I'm resting deeper and just feel more at peace. Maybe it's that I'm not constantly on the move like in Europe or maybe it's Doña Berta's amazing cooking and warm smile. I don't know. And really I don't care to define it. I just love living in it. So grace, o gracia, has found me here. I am grateful for it.